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Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Belive me??? :-(


I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

I don't want to be the one to blame
You like fun and games
Keep playing em
I'm just saying
Think back then
We was like one and the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong train
Just like that
Now you've got a face to pain
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain like a maze you can never escape the rain
Every damn day is the same shade of grey

Hey
I used have a little bit of a plan
Used to
Have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right out of my hands
Now I don't really even know who I am
Yo, what do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with

I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

Back then, I thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain I see
But you proved to me unintentionally
That you would self-destruct eventually
Now I'm thinking like the mistake I made doesn't hurt
But it's not gonna work
Cause it's really much worse than I thought
I wished you were something that you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I got

You turned your back
And walked away in shame
All you got is a memory of pain
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground
I hear your voice in my head when no one else is around
What do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me

I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

Do what i have to do
You're on your own now believe me

What ever happens to you
You're on your own now believe me

What do I have to say
You're on your own now believe me

It's not gonna happen with me
You're on your own now believe me


No one believe me...
No one trust me...
No one recognize me...
No one understand me...
No one help me...
No one be there for me...
Only one in my heart but is SHE the one believe me???
No one knows...

Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim...
Wish to get someone to believe me in this world and in heavan... Amin

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Ohh I see... OIC ( Muslims Big )


Syukur Alhamdulillah...
Aku bersyukur pada Allah kerana di beri rezeki yg lebih pada hari nie...
3hari mencuba benda yg baru dalam hidup ku...
Berniaga baju perempuan di exhibition Muslims Big...
Wow biar benar yea...
Boleh ker jual baju nie???
Nasib baik lah ada Cik Rynna kita yg membantu...
My lovely Princess in my heart...
Anyway i gain a lot experience in this exhibition...
All thing i have done is last minute decision...
Crazy betullah...
Ada ker lagie 1hari nak exhibition xde barang yg nak di jual!!!
Harapkan pertolongan dari kawan2???
Hampeh semua janji tinggal janji...
Nasib baik lah ada satu hamba nie yg sudi membantu...
Tapi yg peliknya bkn bangsa kita tpi bangsa lain (xperlu sebut bangsa apa)...
Person that i never know or meet or someone stranger...
Helping me to give a good deal with his cloth...
Syukur Alhamdulillah again...
A thousand thanks for helping me...
This is my booth looks alike... hehe

First Day Exhibition...

Hari yg amat di tunggu tpi berakhir dgn kehampaan...
Naper yea..
Apa sebabnyer???
Banyak berkemungkinan dan keberangkalian... hmmmmm
Firstly a wrong timing coz its school holiday...
Too many exhibition going on..
Very little promotion and bad marketing...
Wrong consultant to organize this event...
Everything totally mess up...
Kesudahannya xde org yg datang cuma exhibitor yg ramai meninjau...
Sales pun kosong... 0 ... huhu

Second Day Exhibition

Dah masuk hari ke dua pagi lengang tpi tghari dah mula nampak org masuk...
Harap2 adalah lah rezeki hari nie...
Pecah telor??? yea yea...
Ada org dah mula beli...
Syukur pdmu Ya Allah...
Petang kembali hambar...
Xpelah walau pun jualan dalam rm600 lebih tapi aku amat bersyukur...
Amin...

Last Day Exhibition

Pukul 9pagi dah sampai...
Bersemangat utk meningkatkn jualan... hehe
Seperti biasa di temani Princess...
Orang mula membeli dan cuba mendapatkn jualan lebih dri semalam...
Hari nie exhibition tutup pkl 6 xbnyk masa plak...
Kerja keras meyakinkan sesiapa saja yg bertanya tentang baju...
Akhirnya kami berjaya meningkatkan jualan ke rm1000 lebih...
Syukur padamu Ya Allah..

Kesimpulannya:

Walau apapun yang berlaku kita mesti bersyukur dan bernekad utk membuat
sesuatu, Insyallah Allah akan sentiasa membantu hambanya...
Tak kira dari bangsa apapun bantuan tu dtg kerana ia tetap hamba Allah dan kita
patut bersyukur n berterima kasih padanya...